Relentlessly Superior.

Friday, May 21, 2004
[11:41 PM]

just a piece of advice. if you think you want to irritate me, do it professionally. and i really mean professionally. im too used to such simple critics too seasoned to people of easy envy paranoid enough by mouth of endless gossips. which makes nothing be ever possible to set me on fire. be wider. think wider. i shall say when its enough. God knows when.

and im calling the party off. what is there to celebrate when you are fuckened by stupid results the worst you could ever think of. im sick of myself for being too naive to realise that i am stupid and that i cant live off getting what i exactly want without putting in the effort and work for it. yes miracles do happen but not to every little man God created. im one of the excluded ones. and i thought i would never be. just who in the world would ever think they deserve the best of all lucks? me. there you have it. being stupid is no big deal. being me is one hell of a nightmare. art sucks. art brings you nowhere. its just an excuse for failure of doing what you have to do. object if you want to. im too stubborn to change how i see things. it's just too crappy to love arts when you are stuck here to be a singaporean. wake up and ~~leave~~ live the real world. slap slap slap. wake up. tears of regrets are as worthless as tears of stupidity. tears that you forced out to show how stupid you are. however you put it.

mink. ciao.
blah.

()