Friday, December 31, 2004
[10:01 PM]
[MM and homicide] i didnt ask for defence you know. and im not counting on them for it either. and i just dont feel blessed now but i have always felt blessed all the while. we might suck big time but at least we dont intrude into other people's lives and try to make a mess of it you know. we mind our own business and we are happy being like that. maybe your definition of happy is to see other people suffer. maybe you are laughing your red bloody asses off watching people dying in the tsunami tragedy. im not saying you are though... im just saying maybe. have a nice day.
ahh that incident james? haha... it's not exactly factual. because you see... i didnt WATCH them doing it but i was just there while they were doing it. now dont tell me you are jealous of that too. are you? dont worry it's not wrong to envy me cos like i said guys have always been envying me. and i seem to be enjoying it know =) it's not easy to have other guys getting jealous of you you know. and fyi i dont wish that to happen anymore. being there while other people wank. it's not a good experience at all. trust me. you wont want to be there either. well we arent perfect you see. i made a mistake then cos i didnt have any plans that day and i didnt expect it to turn out that way. by the way, you knowing about it just proves one thing know: guys actually gossip too eh? well good thing my guy friends arent like that. i seriously still cant get that idea that you are jealous outta my head... gosh! dont waste your time trying to say you are not... i can tell... ;)
hi tique. thanks for dropping by. and thanks for your words. i know ur not siding anyone neither them or me but your words make great sense. maybe you would want to introduce your true self to me personally so i can thank you better. happy new year to you =D
oh before i go, you might want to check this out. this girl's blog has been stated as the most popular blog by ST, for some reason or another. i dont understand why either. maybe because she smacked her pretty face there at the top of her page. take a look xiaxue.blogspot.com. alright, so here im wishing you all a very happy new year! and start thinking of new resolutions if you havent. haha. night!