Relentlessly Superior.

Friday, December 17, 2004
[10:23 PM]

i have been so mean towards everyone. NOW i suppose i owe an apology to all. okay well im sorry for the way i have been behaving. it might have irked some people. it might have caused certain misunderstanding. but what the hell i wasnt in total control of myself. never was in fact. i was kinda mean to james. oh well whoever he is. he has all his rights to say that to me. shouldnt have said anything about his name. even if it is not his real name. bleargh. okay apparently im lost for words although i have tons of things to mention here. all i can say is im feeling truly remorseful. no kidding. im plainly too emo arent i? oh and yes! of course. how could i forget. i gotta thank shirin for entertaining me last night. NO IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK IT IS. lol. but she was brave enough to fight this demon (laught it man) even though i clearly stated on my nick not to talk to me. and to raf too. her entries with captions of Allah's and Muhammad's words really helped. made me think through. and of course think of The One. of course. why didnt i think of that any earlier? i mean i know that fact that when we are in trouble the first one to turn to is suppose to be God. but why didnt it come to my mind? satan? bleargh. and i respect her for being so holy, talk about Islam on her blog. nice. thanks to the others who have been super nice. like always. im blabbering too much here. but it just feels great to have everything off your chest =) alrighty. peace y'all.

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