Relentlessly Superior.

Thursday, December 16, 2004
[3:39 AM]

im just plainly clueless. i dont know what the hell is wrong with me. like... im feeling all wrong and all moody... like the world fucking hates me. i was all jumpy and all hyper only the night before... when filz and i were playing stupid games... even made that daring move to try *ahem*. roll eyes whatever. but now im like... i feel like i have just done this really enormous mistake and like i deserve having the whole world screaming down at me till i have nowhere to run nowhere to hide that i might just die that instance. like i owe every single one of you out there a fucking apology for a mistake im not even sure of. i need a light.

I

NEED

A

LIGHT.

gimme the fucking light.

...if some lives go in circles, others take the shape that we might not expect. for me, life brings a whole lot different meaning, too absurd no shape is able to even show the outline of it. im still not able to figure out however if this is what they call the facade of life...

how paradoxical.

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