Sunday, January 02, 2005
[11:11 PM]
okay okay listen! listen very closely... guess what? i happened to pick up today's ST. and...
my
jaw
dropped.
i saw an advertisement of an upcoming fashion designing competition!!! yes! a REAL effing competition! i was beaming for all i know! i logged on to the site but there's nothing there yet. maybe i will have to wait. well they just advertised it today. i think. hahaa. maybe not. shrugs you know how well read i am. i even saw this accidentally. i am soooo happy! i am soooo happy! yayyyyyy! okay i know im not even in the competition yet but discovering this the day after new year's day means i might stand a good chance in seeing my dream come true come 2005! a stepping stone towards victory. yes! yes! yes! i am as elated as a kid on christmas morning. oh yes i am! wooooooooooooohhh!!! hahaa okay okay i gotta tone down a bit. NO WAY! hahah! i have been searching high and low for a designing competition that would allow me to showcase my work and passion. and i found it! oh this is a miracle. ahhh wait wait i shouldnt be too happy yet. cos who knows if this competition does not actually allow teens to take part. so lets just wait and see and of course pray for success! =D
im watching this controversial story about one of my all time favourite artists, manet. they featured this piece that he painted that was so controversial and so ahead of its time that people who saw it were both amazed and frustrated. they unravelled the story behing that piece of painting. there were certain elements of prostitution and regrets. fyi he died of syphillis. you know what im trying to say? nevermind. oh and he's famous for painting well dressed man with nude women. there is definitely some message he's trying to point out. im not going to continue cos im not someone who deserves to talk about this. hahaa...
im too hyper to sleep! God... i really hope i can get into it. even better if i can make it through to the finals. but anyhow... sigh... back to school tomorrow. urgh. yeah i changed my mind and chose to go for school instead. if i do get into the competition, will i be able to juggle school and competition? if i were to work instead it wouldnt make much of a difference would it. except that i would be able to earn money of course. sigh it's school time. no more staying up late at night. no more sleeping long hours in the day. no more going back to sleep after subuh. oh boy for crying out loud, i already came to that decision and spent a whole deal thinking about it. so no more turning back. be happy about it? be happy about it. back to school baby!