Thursday, January 13, 2005
[9:07 PM]
oh and ivon knows nina and nina knows ivon. nice.
hahaa idec told karen he might not be able to make it for tomorrow's gathering. and karen was so pissed she passed me this note pouring out all her thoughts about that matter, swearing and calling him a bitch. i was like laughing my ass off the whole time watching them, well, sorta telling each other off. more of karen telling him off while he just stoned. haha! God save these two souls. well apparently he couldnt make it because he has a jamming session with his band tomorrow afternoon. he plays the guitar by the way. however i just chatted online with idec and ivon just now, it seems like he might be able to make it after jamming. sounds great. and i've gotten back my money from arman just now (thanks dude!) so im not completely broke now =) thank God.
i did mention i hate my class right? i gotta take that back. well cos... urm... yeah i realise you really cant judge a book by its cover. like those "mats", i mean malay boys in my class, they arent that bad after all. as in... they are okay lah. and they aint mats. so no worries. and even though i don't know my classmates much, they are nice people actually. the closest classmate would be fizah, this girl who is super friendly even karen likes her too. haha. our chairperson is an ahbeng named sean. =P okay okay he's not exactly an ahbeng. but with bronze spiky hair, it's not easy to think otherwise. and assistant chair is Q, who claimed to not know how to speak, read or write english. it's a surprise he could utter a single english word. oh and check this out. our home tutor, ms zaibah, an extremely nice teacher that reminds me of chanthira haha, handed out small pieces of paper to each of us. she told us to write our name and a little something about ourselves. so i wrote "my name is musa. but you can call me moose." then i didnt know what to write about me. i wanted to write something interesting. not stupid things like i like the colour orange or stuff like that. sooo having in mind that that was gonna be for ms zaibah to read only, i decided to write something about my passion for fashion designing, only to realise it was a big mistake. the next home tutor period, we played this sorta ice breaker game. if the malay students could remember the game cikgu mariam gave us in sec 1, where there were boxes filled with different descriptions and we had to go round the class asking people who suit the descriptions in the various boxes, noting down their names. remember? well apparently, ms zaibah filled the boxes with the descriptions of ourselves that we gave her and guess what i was labelled as. of cos. freelance fashion designer. i was like i'm the WHAT?! and i went oh nooo... so when i had to introduce myself, people were like clapping for whatever reason and i was asked what kinda fashion i design. i was like what do you mean what kinda fashion? fashion lah! haha... gosh... that was so freaky. so now i'm known as THE fashion designer in the class and it gives me a somewhat weird sensation that im not exactly sure of. for some reason. i truly hadn't expected this at all. now the question is how am i suppose to live up to that title?
that's that. fizah came up with a shocking discovery. and i really mean shocking. she noticed this girl in our class who kept on staring at me. yeah and she concluded that she has a crush on me. i was like what the hell... your head lah! i mean yeah i notice she's been staring at me for no apparent reason but i didnt give a single thought on it. those stares i take them as friendly gestures cos when i look back at her while she stares she would smile and i would smile back. and i didnt see any wrong in that although it does seem weird. and im getting a little apprehensive about this matter. if that's the right word to use. it's kinda freaky okay. i mean yeah we know each other but for like less than a week and... oh God i dunno what to say. today during physics lecture, she had this mirror up every now and then and i suddenly realised she was actually looking at the reflection of me in her mirror. omg. i told idec about it and showed him the girl and he was like hmm okay what not bad what. i wanted to say pardon, unsure if it was some sort of sarcasm, but decided to just shrug it off. bleargh. oh yah and i told fizah about the last girl that had a crush on me back in sec sch and told her how hilarious it was. okay this is going crazy so i shall stop. =P
okay just one last thing. i know i said the chem lecturer is a loser. i wanna take back my words. i feel bad saying that. cos he's nice and he's actually trying to help us understand chem. he's not a loser, he's just urm... slow and urm... lame and urm... quirky. yeah. heh. kay ciao. nite!