Relentlessly Superior.

Thursday, March 03, 2005
[3:16 AM]

done with the jae thing, finally. it's bloody complicating. urgh. the tax invoice or receipt or whatever they call it didn't even come up on my screen. but when i rechecked, the payment was successful. stupid. plainly stupid. that aside, i have a BIG news. lol. i had the shock of my life today. guess where my dad wants me to go. you won't believe it. hwa chong. i was totally taken aback when i heard it. fuck! hc?! goodness! ......... oh well... he wants me to follow the footsteps of abg iqbal. but both of us are like two totally different individuals man. he's meant to be smart, brainy... and i'm suppose to be arts-oriented, slacky... or dumb if you will... and he's a freaking doctor now, while i failed my bloody chem. urgh. failing chem totally closed the door to medical. there goes my dream of working in a hospital; be a researcher, wearing a labcoat, holding test tubes, looking at the amazing colour changes that take place during reactions... GONE! all gone... oh but i'm not sad. in fact, i'm quite glad. for now i know medical is not for me, no matter how interesting and appealing it might appear to me. but then, career wise? there's nothing much i can do with lit and econs... but i love languages! maybe i should take up another language and be a translator :) or of course, i can always be a journalist. work for the press... or magazines... be a critic? a fashion critic. that's more like it. emigrate to new york, or milan, or paris, and work for a fashion magazine there. wow. or... worse to worse, you will see me in channel newsasia, or hear me on the radio as one of the deejays. haha! what a joke... oh enough of this what-am-i-gonna-be talk. all i know now is science is definitely not for me. interesting though how i got a 3 for physics... shrugs. but i am so bloody proud of that okay! from an 8 for prelims to a 3... isn't that amazing?! so O level takers out there, trust me, as cliche as it may sound, you will definitely do better than your prelims. proven! lol.

i'm hungry... anyway, i am so proud of amanda. i know her i know her! haha. don't know who she is? O level's top malay student lah. i know her! i have her number! hahhaa. she's sooo prettttttyyyy... with brains to go with... wow... go look at 2 days ago's BH. she's on the front page. don't ask me for her number! i'm not gonna give anyone. haha. urgh i didn't even contact her after the last time we met four years ago. she has prolly forgotten me. haha. who would remember me... i'm just a nobody... right. nevermind that.

i have a lot to say about the academy award but haha everything's already in Life. so i'm not gonna bother say anything about it... on second thought, maybe just a little bit haha... the mermaid cut is so bloody popular in this year's oscar huh... like most of the stars were in mermaid gowns... they are all gorgeous but too many of it, boring lah. halle berry was smart to not appear in one. God... she's super pretty... i think she looks sexier with long hair than short. johnny depp was rather daring i think to appear in that blue brandless suit. all the other guys were like sleek and smart in black designer suits. trying to stand out and be different aye he. unfortunately he had this funny look on him, what with those facial hair that seems to be almost out of place, making him look like 10 times older. and he didn't even smile throughout the day. he looked like as if he was having his period that moment but have no pads with him. okay that sounds disgusting. sorry. heh. couldn't find a better comparison. shrugs.

...by now you should have somehow realise what you gotta do... i walk alone i walk alone... lalalaa... boulevard of broken songs is oh so good! marvelous job done uhhuh............................ lfo rawkz!

...sometimes it's black sometimes it's white sometimes she's wrong sometimes i'm right sometimes we talk about it we figured it out but then she just change her mind sometimes she's hot sometimes i'm cold sometimes my head wants to explode but when i think about it i'm so in love with her... every other time... nananananananana...

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