Relentlessly Superior.

Thursday, April 07, 2005
[8:36 PM]

sighhh... i'm so disappointed. i didn't make it to the pre u seminar. i want it sooooo much i would give up anything for it. i mean it's like so bloody cool... the whole pre u sem thing... and i'm like so bloody qualified for it personality wise... thanks to my extremely shallow general knowledge, they didn't choose me. i should be blamed for my own defeat. i screwed the bloody interview by talking about human and religion rights, homosexuality issue in singapore and didn't say much about our country's economic well-being. it's so dumb. i'm so dumb. this my friend, is a lesson to be learnt. never take your current issues and general knowledge lightly, or you will suffer like me. my interviewer said it right to my face at the end of the interview, that it's time i should start reading the papers and keep up with the latest in the happenings around the world. but she said it nicely lah, commenting on my extremely bright personality to start it off. obviously personality is not everything. you gotta have brains!

no point dwelling on that anymore lah. it's over. so now since my june hols are free, i can sign up for all the different activities available. there's the student exchange programme to begin with. i'm so looking forward to that! but it's gonna be thailand. might not exactly be a good idea eh? no offence to the thais, but really, i don't feel safe going there, even though it's the top school in thailand the equivalent of raffles and hwa chong of singapore. shrugs. i'm still gonna sign up for it. heh.

okay the thing that i'm about to say may come as a shock to all you people. so be warned. brace yourself for it. i'm not, however, gonna be liable if anything were to happen to you, be it a matter of life and death or not. so if you get heart attack or whatever shit, it's all you baby. it might be a little disturbing so if you think you can't take it, stop reading and get out of here NOW. hahaha... so here goes...

I'M JOINING DANCE! hahaha! so did anyone die? lol. yay yay yay yay... haha! it's cool lorh... i mean yeah people might think i'm gay. so what's new? i'm not giving up my passion just because of that. in fact one of the reasons why i wanna join SA is because of its dance society. they are like one the best lorh... i've always wanted to dance. i told myself it's gonna be either dance or drama. but since the drama teacher is everyone's worst nightmare, dance society is the only one left for me. but of course there's still the speakers' club and the debate club, but priority over dance :) and fuck! there's like so few guys... 2 or 3 in j2 and around 5 from j1 signed up. many say i don't look like a dancer. if you were a dance teacher, would you want me to be in? no right? haha! oh well... next mission: make tim join dance as well. haha! he wanted to but dunno why he suddenly changed his mind. i must make him change his mind back. i need someone to accompany me haha. cos i barely know anyone joining it. and during the registration the other day, haha it was so damn funny. but nevermind...

so besides dance, i'm in MCS too. that's malay cultural society. by default due to the small number of malays (and i can't believe most of them are in science! 0.o). fuck lah. i'm so not gonna do anything as a member. just go with the flow. it's funny lorh... there are more excos than members. there are more people with positions than those without. i thought that was so impractical. i will just stay as a member. no position for me in MCS thank you very much. lol! we had this welcome party for the malay students in the afternoon. i have no idea why they have it at all. only a few turned up. stupid sia. but well good job for the effort put in lah. and the food. haha!

bleargh i'm so tired. wanna go watch ami, and oh! OC! i missed last week's epi. and there's this new series, one tree hill, coming up after the OC. so long never watch tv okay! econs is making me mad. ciao!

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