Relentlessly Superior.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005
[10:07 PM]

who could have thought that woodlands sec would emerge as champion when it comes to dance. well okay not technically champion in every competition, but for the recent dancework. they managed to beat all other secondary schools, except riverside. that's because riverside didn't even take part -.- are we (i was a riversidian so i suppose it's okay to refer to riversidians as we instead of they) that good that we can't even take part in dancework? how boring. it's always syf and just syf. or chingay too for that matter. but chingay is not even a competition. and to be painfully honest, the last chingay dance that i saw last year was hideous. no offence. oh well maybe i'm not being fair here cos i wasn't part of them so i never knew whatever was going on. maybe they do go for competitions, though none that i actually know of. it's not fair for me to say this too because i'm practically nothing if compared to them. they are experienced dancers, while i'm just starting out. but i still think riverside's modern dance should go out more. do they wanna stick to bronze forever? maybe they should learn from the chinese dancers, or the indian dancers too. maybe they should start amalgamating all 4 dance groups to form a dance society, or a dance team, like they did for the sports cca in SA. TEAM SAJC. how cool. but really, it might help. mr khoo was telling us about this TEAM SAJC thing, how it started and how its formation brought about drastic changes to the achievements of the sports cca in SA. it's a psychological thing. everything depends on our brains. we gotta learn how to think the right way. like recently, i have been constantly feeling suicidal. life just felt so unworthy living. but i know, there's always light shining at the end of every road that we take. our duty is to just search for it and the hunt depends on the road that we chose. some roads will lead us there directly. while some may potentially bring us to numerous dead ends. i chose to not take the easy way out and challenged myself to work my ass towards my goal.

so here i am today, still lost, still looking for that light at the end of the road, but i never regret. for i know, He brought me here, He made me choose the road i have chosen, therefore He will guide me through and i believe, He won't disappoint me, for He never had. for the love of God, i shall pursue. amin.

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