Relentlessly Superior.

Saturday, June 11, 2005
[10:57 PM]

my whole body is aching urgh. 2 solid weeks of intensive dancing. it's literally eat sleep dance repeat lah. should have camped in the dance studio. save the trouble of going back all the way to woodlands just to bathe, pray and sleep. all that could be done in school! hahha... could have saved the money spent on travelling as well... not to mention the late coming fines too! =P but well the grueling practices officially ended today! woweee! so glad it finally did. i really really need proper sleep and food. 2 weeks of instant noodles, macs and ice blended strawberry lime/banana juice goodness all those msgs i would get bald by the time rapture comes... then i will be asked to put on a wig which has the potential of embarrassing me if it flies off my head. that would be so funny! i can already imagine corinne laughing her head off if that were to happen... haha!

i wasn't really in the mood to dance but since it was our last rehearsal for this month i thought i should just go all out. i felt kinda pissed too... for some reason... but i still tried to humour myself... i dunno if i did well for today's rehearsal but i definitely felt better performing today compared to the past few rehearsals. oh and zaki complimented the boys just now. he said he noticed a drastic improvement in today's rehearsal. i wonder how true that is. haha! shrugs. but one thing for sure, i felt so inferior dancing among the alumni guys. they are like super good lah... with bodies to match. and me? flabs of fats all around my tummy. and i dance like shit. lol. but anyway, zaki was pleased with the rehearsal today that he decided to release us early. that was super cool. i thought i wanted to go straight home and crash my bed but decided to celebrate a little and hit town with the rest. and now i'm super tired. i'm so not gonna wake up early tomorrow. i will kill anyone who disturbs my sleep. and then i will start studying for the exams next week onwards. no more fun no more slacking no more dance for now, it's gonna be study study study... oh shit! of cos... pw... ARGH! i'm going crazy CRAZY!

nite!

ps/ i just got my ballet shoes today wheee! haha! but i hate them. cos they are tight, uncomfy and damn slippery. they are black by the way not pink urgh lol. and no i'm not doing ballet thank you very much. we are not gonna wear them for ballet cos the boys here don't do ballet. who says you only wear ballet shoes to do ballet?

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