Relentlessly Superior.

Friday, August 12, 2005
[9:31 PM]

all my dreams and goals in life, there are all nothing to my parents but just meer dreams of this aimless teenager who doesn't know the reality of the world that he's living in right now. they would never agree to anything that i wanna pursue. why dear God why? i know it is all for my own good but can't they at least compromise a little? i made it so clear to them, i can't be what they want me to be. i told them i wanna be a designer. i wanna pursue fashion designing. did they agree to that? NO. God knows how hard it was for me to kill my burning passion for fashion designing. so then i moved on to my next favourite thing: dance. well at least they didn't stop me from joining SA Dance Society. but you can imagine their reactions when i told them i wanna pursue dance further. and they want me to stop dancing for the time being and concentrate on studies. stop dancing?! STOP DANCING?!!! i would rather kill myself.

so what am i gonna be in the future? my parents won't stop finding faults in everything that i wanna pursue. journalism. law. teaching. so what am i supposed to be?!

fuck it.

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