Thursday, August 25, 2005
[10:41 PM]

my dear people (not like i own you...), kindly ignore the previous entry. maybe i should just delete it. maybe not. leave it there to prove everyone the existence and the extent of my stupidity. ahh not like noone knows im stupid. but that's not the point im trying to make. you should just know that, well, there is something we call REALITY vs PERCEPTION (thanks Shakespeare). and im not spared. the only problem is, i dunno what's real and what's not.




on a lighter note, i had a shock of my life just now. here goes: i stepped into the bathroom, and turned to look into the mirror (as always). well not like i had expected to see a HUNK looking back at me -___- but what surprised me was, that person that was looking back at me in the mirror wasn't me.


JENG JENG JENG!


no u dumbass it has nothing to do with the 7th month thing hahahahahahaha! just that, i have never seen that person. as in, okay it was me. lemme reiterate that. IT WAS ME. no worries. wipe your tears wipe the perspiration on your forehead it's safe you can open your eyes now... just that i have never seen myself looking like that. and i swear i looked like this person i know at school (a goodlooking one no less heh). so after that short gasp, i stared into the mirror. and i still see that person, instead of the ugly sloppy me that i always see! scary? no way! could this be due to the captivation and admiration of beauty around you that you know you can never have? the twilight zone.

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