Relentlessly Superior.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005
[6:11 PM]

i have something to say but i dunno what to say so lemme just say that i have something to say though i dunno what i actually wanna say but i feel like i must say what i feel like saying but my brain is incapable of telling me what i really wanna say and i'm afraid that i would be saying something that should not be said and then regretting for saying what i know i should not have said i don't want to regret saying something that is better left unsaid because "i should not have done it" is the last thing i would wanna say to myself and then people would start saying things about me behind my back though i might not know what they are gonna say or if they gonna say it at all but i know essentially they will say it so i don't wanna take the chances and therefore would not say it at all.

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