Relentlessly Superior.

Saturday, September 03, 2005
[11:39 PM]

i'm scared. know why? cos promos coming in less than a month's time. and i am no where near prepared for it. if i don't get promoted, i have 3 choices to choose from: a)stay in SAJC, repeat jc1, taking the new syllabus that's gonna start from next year onwards; b)get out of SAJC and go to MI where the current syllabus will still be used; c)get out of SAJC and either get into a polytechnic or go overseas. obviously the last option sounds most practical. but i don't wanna do my A level halfway. i would have wasted one whole year of my life for nothing. it's truly depressing thinking about the consequences of not passing the promotional exams. my only motivation right now is Rapture06@esplanade. i have to get myself promoted, so i can stay in dance and perform for the concert next year. it's Esplanade for God's sake! we will get to perform on the very stage professionals and big names throughout the world had been on! gah.

but now, i need to get some sleep cos my head's heavy from the cocktail i just had (here's the funny thing: it's alcohol-free, not spiked!) it feels like i'm having a hangover. bleargh. ciao.

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