Thursday, September 15, 2005
[5:51 PM]
it's thursday and guess what! i actually attended school today! haha... i really really hate thursdays cos the day is long and lessons seem neverending. but i managed to get through it yet again! things weren't smooth though and hmm i dunno i could just feel tensions surrounding me. sigh.
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you know, people should stop talking about peace and harmony when they are creating trouble themselves. it's so ironic and it irritates the hell outta me. why can't people think? and to think we're doing history as one of our A level subjects? goodness. i thought after seeing the results of enmity and resentment among people they would reap something from it and you know, learn and try not to make the same mistakes. but NO! that's not happening! we have brains and minds to think. put them to good use will ya? God didn't give them to us for the fun of it you know. and you know what i think? i think the desire for self-satisfaction is what driving you to create all this mess. ur not happy with something and you think thrashing it out would do good bcos it doesn't feel good inside. but there you go again forgetting about the possible consequences that might just come out of it. it's okay if it's just once or twice. but ur doing it for uncountable times! it's annoyance beyond comprehension. do you actually enjoy being hated?
oh God. i abhor this sort of entry but i can't help it. some people just need to learn. and if you think i'm talking about you, then maybe i am, but it might not necessarily be you. don't come up to me and start questioning me about it. it shall all end HERE. it shall go no further than the world of blogging. i'm setting the boundaries. i hope i've made it clear enough.
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let's move on to something nice shall we haha. hey GP lesson just now was quite interesting. despite the fact that we lost to Nas's group consisting of members Hanis, Joe and Beni pffffttt! hahaha... nevermind Ata, Sheryl, Bryan, we'll show them what we're made of next time! hahahahaha... childish. during the lesson i was reminded of our wonderful English teacher back in secondary school, Mr Guru. he is what the name suggest, one true guru. i was reminded of the time he was beating about the bush trying to explain to us the actual meaning for the term paradox. he sat in his usual manner with the marker in his hands looking towards the ceiling as he tried to put his degree in English to good use. his thoughts and explanation are always elaborated so as you may have guessed, his definition of paradox was elaborated as well and i got from vaguely knowing its meaning to utter confusion. how ironic haha. and just now, Ms Soh defined paradox as simple as "something contradicting yet may contain some truth". teachers can be quite a laugh sometimes. make that most of the time. lol. but i really respect Mr Guru. there is no word good enough to truly describe him as an English teacher. Anderson JC is how lucky to have him now. and there goes another good teacher from Riverside.
oh but i would love to have Mrs Jalil to teach us History! as in now at JC level. how i miss getting truly enlightened with all the right facts and right explanations! and Mdm Nora's Maths! she pushed my Maths grades up all the way from D to A! now that is NOT by miracle okay. and oh oh yes! Chandra! Mr Chanthira i mean. haha! Chandra's the best hands down. it's amazing how we didn't need tons of homework and readings to get those grades! his explanations and funny and unique style of teaching did the magic. see you don't need a teacher who screams at you at the top of his voice or calls you names and scolds you like nobody's business to make you produce the grades. in fact it works better the other way round. proven!
well those were the days...
and hey, many thanks to people who tagged in the previous entry. thanks for being so caring. Hanis DARLING (haha) and Ata, i know you guys want me to talk about stuff and all but really, i prefer going about pretending nothing's wrong. that's just me i suppose. honestly i feel better that way. i hate to be reminded of my problems. so yeah it's not like i don't trust you guys but i just hate the realisation that i actually have problems tailing me. hope you guys can understand. this goes out to Nas and Jae too! learn from Jae! haha all she does is laugh along with me like nobody's business :P you know i have dealt with more than enough problems in secondary school. so i want to lead a happy life here in JC. i wanna concentrate more on my studies cos well that's the most crucial thing in life right now, not all these trivial teenage thing. it won't bring us anywhere. so cummon guys! let's work our ass and start mugging hard so we can all get promoted! (you know i almost wanted to type "up saints!" how weird! oh no what's wrong with me!)