Tuesday, November 01, 2005
[2:09 AM]
something is not right. so i said it again. i thought i've already moved on. well i guess that's not particularly the case. i hate to make this public but really, sometimes i wished it had never happened. okay so i'm being random. and i loathe random entries (or those that leaves you clueless for that matter). so i shall stop. right. here.
maybe i should start writing entries like Mab. talk about trees, plants, flowers, the grass. or maybe the pasta i had for dinner just now. it was called Farmhouse. and the only difference (i think) between my pasta and Sara's Chic'Cago was the corn particles. so much for product differentiation huh. no wonder the place is called Pizza Hut and not Pasta Hut or Italian Gourmet.
i miss Pastamania. yep the hard realisation that it's not halal afterall. yes Nas they do have ham - pork ham not chicken ham, that is. cos well like Arman said, stating that it is pork ham and not chicken ham is quite redundant. like saying the grass is green.
ah. talking about corn particles (is that what you call it by the way?), Austin's corn dress is GORGEOUS. who would have thought of making an evening gown out of corns (what do you call the outer jacket?) if i was thrown into such a situation i would go look for something that's fabric like. tablecloth, aluminium foil, garbage bag, plastic wrapper, shower curtain. but then again, i'm doing Lit, Econs and History in SAJC, not fashion designing in Parson's Design School. don't go too far. it's not even LaSalle.
the passion for designing seems to have dwindled by the way ever since i got myself involved in the dance arena. i've not touched my sketchbook for almost 6 months now. that kinda scares me because i finally realised i don't exactly know the direction i'm heading. almost a year ago i was so sure my passion lies in the design field and i was so sure about taking up designing after the A-level. there is no certainty about anything now.
i have said it once and i'm gonna say it one more time. my room is just too small. it's almost the size of the master bedroom's bathroom! i need SPACE. so i'm just gonna go ahead do whatever i want with the furniture in my room without consulting my dad first. hey it's my room anyway. so let's deal with the first problem: the bed. it's in the middle of the room, though the head is touching the wall (get a rough idea of how pathetically small my room is?) so instead of having it lying horizontally, i'm gonna make it lean on the wall vertically. sleep? i can always sleep on the floor. who cares. so now that everything is against the four walls, the problem can be considered solved. presto! big area in the middle of the room! for dance! hehe.
talk about dance, corinne's flapper dance is just awesome. she's the one other genius. who would have thought of choreographing that!? coco power :P
gosh what am i doing blogging in the middle of the night when everyone else is out there celebrating halloween!? can we have a post-halloween party just for me? please? hahaha...
if i were to join the rest for the party what would i have dressed up as? prince charming? nah i don't have to dress up and pretend to be one (get it get it?). bumble bee. hahaa! what a joke. can you imagine someone dressing up as a policeman? i think that would be quite a scene. oh i know! i can be a baywatch lifeguard. clad in nothing but a pair of red hot boardshorts. or a chippendale. again, nothing but a pair of urm, g string? oh gross! no, not the former, the latter. the former's pretty hot eh. heh. or i can simply be a superhero. oh wait, i still have my wizard costume from last year's school fiesta! and yes! the Patrick costume too! Patrick the starfish from Spongebob Squarepants! or err... Muachee Man? hell no!
okay this is never gonna end.