Friday, December 02, 2005
[1:01 AM]
tonight's episode, there was this man, at the age of seven, he was asked about girls. his answer: this is not the kind of question i would answer. at the age of fourteen, he was asked the same question again. this time round, he tried to hide his face and felt a little embarrassed. at the age of 21, he was humoured by the kind of replies he had given. seriously, it's witty for a 7 year old to be saying "this is not the kind of question i would answer".
ah. i find it difficult to be asking for more money from my parents nowadays. few years back, my dad told me to ask him for money if i need anything and not to spend my school pocket money on anything else other than school. now, it's a different story. i find myself starving just so that i could have more money to spend on clothes and other necessaties. food is no longer a primary need. and don't you think it's a little wrong for me to be saying "dad i need money, i'm going clubbing" ? it's almost like saying "dad i need money, i'm buying condoms." but of course, he doesn't have to know if i'm clubbing or having sex.
but that's besides the point. the point is, i'm broke beyond broke. therefore, i think i'm going to work. the problem is, no company offers temporary jobs for just one month. until Corinne suggested gift wrapping for Christmas. so i shall ring the shopping centres all over Singapore and find one that needs a gift wrapper. or better still, a Santa :)
i'm itching to get myself an ear piercing. but i'm truly aware of the consequences that would follow. get thrown out of the house perhaps? i wonder if it's possible to hide it from my parents...
i'm contemplating on whether to go for the after-Prom party this coming Monday. i just don't like the idea of partying in a club full of SA students. but i don't like the idea of having to sit at home on a boring Monday night either while more than half of the school population boogie woogie the night away.
but can't wait for the party on the 8th! i bet Charlotte's itching to go clubbing now that she's back from her trip to Thailand!
you know what, i think i'm gonna swtich to my singlehood period once again. i shall promise myself not to get involved in any relationship till the A levels over. the last time i did this was for the O levels. it's crucial now. with Rapture and uncountable tests leading to the major exam, i don't think there's time for anything else. no social life! it's gonna be just dance and study and more dance and more study. gotta straighten up some discipline issues here.
and to end off this extremely long and rather random post, i wanna announce to the world that i've just learnt a new Malay word! Khatulistiwa (is that how you spell it?), that means equator. what a long word! it has a nice sound to it! i like! oh by the way, i still have no clue of what Asmaradana means, thanks to Reza for saying it means something after reassuring myself for uncountable times that it's just the title of a movie soundtrack.
and for the record, I AM NOT A HIMBO! good night everybody!