Sunday, December 18, 2005
[6:48 PM]
an extract from Shanadz's blog. okay before i move on i wanna apologise for not attending the bbq yesterday. i felt rather horrible when you mentioned something like chasing chicks and forgetting old friends hahah but well i kinda explained my situation to you and... okay i just feel bad, i'm sorry and yes we should meet up someday :)
about what she wrote, no she's not talking about food literally. she's talking about her responsibilities.
gosh i can totally relate to it. how was Lionel able to get straight As despite being both a dancer and a councillor?
nobody would tell me i should do otherwise because the responsibilites are all mine and there is no way i can push it to anyone else.
but i do have the option of not taking on these responsibilities. what am i trying to prove? that i'm a hero?
actually, no. i'm not trying to prove anything. i'm merely doing what i like. obviously not everything that you like guarantees you satisfaction.
but i always tell myself, some things are not meant to be. i'd be deluding myself of course if i don't put in a little bit more of effort.
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i'm so excited over Jacq's bdae party! it's a costume party! i wanna dress up as Tarzan. but Tarzan doesn't wear anything. all the better! :P
how about as a tranvestite? eww. i don't cross dress. hahahaha...
a porn artist? complete with a whip?
nah.
a mummy! but i don't wanna waste the toilet rolls.
gee this reminds me of our fiesta last year. it was such an incredible experience being the costume designer for our fantasy themed booth. yup i still have the costumes with me nicely folded and packed into boxes stacked neatly in my wardrobe.
my favourite: Patrick's costume. Patrick of Spongebob Squarepants that is.
but i lost the pair of green shorts so whoever who wanna wear that costume would thus be a naked Patrick :)
dressing up is fun. but designing the costumes is even better.