Relentlessly Superior.

Saturday, January 14, 2006
[6:18 PM]

i can't lie and say i don't envy my friends who are in poly. being in poly makes them so sure of their future and they are learning what they need for a living. while i on the other hand am still trying to figure out the course of my life from NS onwards. and what can History and Lit do for my future? Mum keeps telling me i shouldn't have chosen JC. she could be right, but not necessarily. i have my reasons for choosing JC but no one would truly understand me. ah let's just try to be a little optimistic here and hope that everything would sort out eventually :)

well i don't know what is going on in my life right now. assignments just keep piling up and with all the different sorts of extra curriculor activities sometimes i wished i could buy time to replace the lost ones. but then again looking at my current financial situation, even if they sell time i don't think i would ever get to buy it. how many hours would i be able to purchase with the four dollars that i have in my wallet at the current moment? or how many minutes rather.

so Vicks, i don't think we can shop for a new bag on Monday. i don't have both time and money. J2 is definitely hectic. and i need to LOVE econs. Market failure is making me nuts.

costumes turn me on. they really do! not in an orgasmic way of course. i went to collect costumes for the CNY performance and i was so happy to see all the colours and elaborated designs available. if only my item for Rapture is a joyful one... then i can go wild thinking of the possibilites of putting sequins and using pretty materials! hohoho! and besides, costume is quite a good way of masking ugly steps or blocking hehehe... remember how for Jilyn's item last year, we liked the lightings in the background more than the dance itself heh. a hundred bucks just for those pretty clouds... money well spent i guess?

we got 2 new books for Lit. one of them was a novel. i looked at the cover and asked Nas: "is the title George Eliot or Silas Marner?" hahaha! okay so the title is Silas Marner. and George Eliot is apparently not the author's real name. it's just a pseudonym. i want to own a pseudonym too!

okay this is bad. i can't find my file. it's not in my bag. my GP, Econs and Othello notes and foolscap pad where i store all my assignments in are in there! and so is my timetable! wtf! what am i to do now... i feel lost not having my assignments with me :( i'll have to rush everything on Monday itself... provided i get my file back that is.

sighhh...

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