Saturday, March 25, 2006
[11:17 PM]
the dining table and tossed it across the bed
not bothered to even check the cover page.
that was urm hours ago. and 2 minutes before,
i happened to pick it up for no apparent reason
and the cover reads "Failing Grade".
like how appropriate. no better time to feature
such article.
i swear i have completely screwed my History paper.
and i really i mean it. not like most people who
would say that and at the same time hoping for the
complete opposite. so what went wrong?
my answer for the second essay has got nothing
to do with the question at all. yes at all.
not a single thing i wrote concerns the question.
i'm ready for a heart-to-heart talk with Mr Yoong.
and i'm ready for a daily essay and consultation
routine once school reopens. i can kiss Rapture
a heavy goodbye :( and honestly, it's not that i
didn't study and put in enough affort (though i could
have put in more) perhaps i'm just not cut out for
JC. i have to admit i'm a project based person.
if i really have to withdraw myself from Rapture
then i guess there's no reason for me to stay in SA anymore.
but i'm not a quitter. i shall look forward to hell
that Mr Yoong and Mrs Ram have promised.
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however, someone told me a story of little fairies and
pretty butterflies flying in a garden of shrubs and
blooming flowers today while the sun was shining over the
godly horizon. i sat and smiled amazed at the
beauty of it. and we held hands and prayed for the rain
to never come if its existence is to merely destroy
the beauty we've accustomed ourselves with.
the words may seem clueless now but soon you'll
learn of the truth (hopefully). when adrenaline catches
up with you, there's no running away from it.
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so i went for my medical exam. i am NOT gonna let
you guys in on it because it's worth some surprises
(i think) heh heh heh. save some of the stories you've
already heard. other than that you've heard NOTHING
especially if you think you've heard things from
my mouth :D
so anyway, they gave me Pes A :( i'm sad beyond
sadness. there goes my hope of entering the MDC.
some people are probably dying to be in Pes A
but sorry i can't get myself to feel lucky or thankful.
this is horrible. GAH! anyone willing to trade Pes C?
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dear fellow earthlings, a change will soon come
knock knock knocking on your door. yes indeed.