Saturday, June 17, 2006
[1:37 AM]
i definitely expect more from you but it's all about hiding the anguish. it will make perfect sense one day (i hope). the patience is wearing thin but i'm determined to make it last. all i ever do is wait but i won't stop waiting because i'm an observer. ur my perfect specimen and i'm keeping you under the microscope.
but then again, i'm a human afterall. and i don't think i can go on pretending to be oh so fine forever. i'm not trying to behave like a sappy sorry ass of a loser but i'm hurt and there's no denying that. i'm blaming you for having led me to where i am. but i'm gonna thank you too because you've made me realised how naive i've been all this while.
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