Relentlessly Superior.

Sunday, August 20, 2006
[7:28 PM]

it just occured to me how much i have sacrificed or am sacrificing for the sake of the wretched A levels, the route i figured i have stupidly taken just because i wasn't ready to decide my future at the age of 16. Singapore Fashion Festival passed without me, i chose not to take part in Fashion Fiesta, i declined to submit a resume for a role in Arts Central, and i will not be competing in The Dance Floor. all because of the A levels. and thanks to our brilliant govt for deciding that 2 years of the prime time of our life should be spent in the jungles, doing combat and what not. so i have to wait 2 years before i can actually make all my dreams come true and do whatever i need to satisfy my carnal desire for high life? ridiculous. not the army, the waiting. i feel like i'll be wasting 2 years of my life away for nothing. perhaps i'm wrong. perhaps it'll be something really worth sacrificing. only time will tell. just make sure the time is not before our prom.

i have dreams and i won't be content till the day they come true. but chances in life don't come very often. sometimes i do wonder if i am doing the right thing. but it is all part of the experience and to regret would be the greatest sin. this better be worth all the sacrifices i made/am making, or else...

(i'm turning a little Boey Kim Cheng-ish)

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