Relentlessly Superior.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006
[10:37 PM]

The day was meant for me to enjoy some solitary moments with myself, indulging in freedom of movement and direction by having nothing or no one stopping me from heading anywhere but myself, trying to figure out how Boey Kim Cheng might have felt striving for his dogma of "losing yourself in uncertainty to find the true meaning in life" and wondering why he could have possibly prefered losing himself than finding himself. But it was not long before all that airy-fairy sentimentality plunged into nothing but a series of cascaded dreams and ideals, having me tumbling down back to earth like a huge piece of rolling dumpling, because fate brought me to the ever so gorgeous Insyirah whom I haven't met for AGES.

Too dramatic? Who cares! I love this woman! And we finally got to "celebrate" our extremely belated birthdays (mine October, hers July) despite the impromptu of it all. Surprises are always good aren't they. And what else could I have given this special woman other than a gift from one of my all-time favourite shops, Print! (Sara I got something RED for you too and I know you'll LOVE it to DEATH! So meet up soon please!) Too bad we could only spend a few hours but thanks for the treats Insyirah and ice-skating real soon okay! We'll get more people cos it's always fun in groups anyway :) i had a great time today (and it was nice to be out of the house finally haha).

So I couldn't live my dream of losing myself in uncertainty as suggested by BKC today but I shall give it another try soon, tomorrow perhaps, if I'm not too lazy. But I NEED to get a job soon. Because I've lately been invaded by the desire to have extremely expensive taste for clothes (I go into shops browsing and trying on clothes that cost nearly double my monthly allowance) but it will forever remain a desire if I don't get myself a job and earn myself some money. It will not do to just brush it off like I had done months leading to the A's because now that it is over, it's payback time oh yeah!

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