Monday, April 13, 2009
[1:48 AM]
Recently I've been blessed with the chance of meeting cousins I have been deprived of for more than 10 years, family affair it's complicated. You know how genes have such a major role in shaping the person you are and when you realised you have relatives and family that explain certain things about yourself and not being aware of it growing up, you can't help but ask, why so daft? Why have they been so witless to allow teeny weeny cans of worms rupture the entire structure of a family and deprive future generations of the knowledge of their ancestors, their links and wonders.
Yes I'm furious and yes I'm annoyed but no I'm not playing the blaming game. As a disclaimer, 'they' in this context can be anyone you wish to assume because I have no right to point fingers when I lack knowledge of truth (which I don't see myself acquiring as long as the cold war persists). Perhaps I have no right to judge the problem meager for again I say, I lack so much knowledge. But being the person I am, always just and justified, I can't see why the issues couldn't be resolved and why they would allow us children be victims. I'm not being a child about this because thankfully this whole ordeal have indirectly given me such level of maturity that unfortunately doesn't flatter my age. But it hurts to know that I could have hugged the globe if my hands had not been shortened.
Positively, God has made me into a person who believes strongly in the power of His forces so nothing goes by without me understanding that everything happens for a reason and the reason is for Him to know. I'm grateful to be reunited once again and even more grateful that this is opening me up to even more opportunities that could have been made possible many years back but only happening now because it's meant to. Not complaining, I'm actually thoroughly pleased.