Relentlessly Superior.

Saturday, February 12, 2005
[11:16 AM]

i have never liked to be one of the crowd. i have never liked to think like how everyone would think. i wanna see the world in a totally different way. i hate to be a typical. and that's why i don't discriminate people with weird sexual orientation. homosexuals in other words. i don't give a damn if they are gays. i don't give a damn if they like people of the same sex. i don't care. all it takes is a good heart and good attitude. i don't wanna be like most people, cringing their noses when they hear about gays. i don't wanna be like a moron doing so just because everyone is doing it. but ryan just had to ruin it. he just had to make my life a living hell. i mean come on lah... your group of people are being largely discriminated. you ought to be happy to know there are souls out there who actually don't mind the fact that ur queer. it just makes me wonder know... whether it is actually our fault that the gays are being discriminated. here i'm trying to understand them and ignore the differences in their sexual preferences and they didn't appreciate it a little bit. instead he got me into real deep shit. i'm so fucked up. i'm dead come monday. i dunno how i'm gonna face that faggot in school. i'm contemplating about quitting school. only 2 more weeks left anyway so it won't be much of a difference. i can't bear the humiliation. talk about pride and dignity. i can only pray for the good. may God hear me. thank you for hearing me out darl. you made me smile even though i know what awaits me. i really appreciate it. i thank You Allah for the blessings You showered me with. Amin.

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