Wednesday, September 14, 2005
[7:13 PM]

Nas was right. maybe it is my fault. i should stop blaming others and start taking things into my own hands. i'm beginning to feel so hated. but you know what, i truly deserve it.


and i long for freedom. fyi, i'm turning 17 reaching 18 going 19 not far from 20. and i'm a guy. i wonder if they actually realise that. people at my age are already losing their virginity (not that i actually want to). and i can't even spend the night out of the this big empty quiet house.


God, do hear my prayers.

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