Thursday, November 10, 2005
[1:47 AM]
Raymond reminds me of Raymund, my ex-classmate, and he reminds me of Alvin (another ex-classmate who i didn't know is in IJC until like last week...), and Alvin reminds me of Wenchien (another ex-classmate), who reminds me of class 4e8'04, which reminds me of the chalet we're gonna have in December a day before the performance at TTSH, which brings me to the Rayer outing we're gonna have real soon (hopefully), which then brings me to the 05A11 outing tomorrow to Sentosa sunny island, which reminds me of the PW Oral Presentation that we just had this afternoon, which then brings me to Corinne's blog where she said for OP your presentation itself is more important than your content, which made me wonder if we (i) had been focusing too much on the content and less on presentation style, for which i shivered at the thought of screwing up PW, which might then lead to a possible case of suicide...
but in actual fact, i'm just glad PW is (unofficially) over. the INR component is a joke. how do they suppose we give our insights and reflections on our PW in just 500 words? even evaluating a piece of secondary material needed 600 words.
still, i hope we did well for our OP. the accessors seemed pretty interested in our group's proposal, but they didn't seem interested in me ): hahaha... oh well...
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i had a weird dream just now (yes i was asleep from 8 to 11) and i don't like it a single bit. it made me think about some things about me that i have been trying to ignore and pretend don't exist. i guess i can't lie to myself. it would be like a shark telling himself he's not a carnivore. but even so, i don't like the way it reminded me. i have dignity and pride alright. and i need love, just like anyone else...